i played soccer today in the inter-house games. well...i can now officially add "playing soccer" to my gargantuan list of Things I Cannot Do.

i wish for once, i had something to put in on my list of Things I Can Do. as i near adulthood and working life, i'm starting to worry about my talents and abilities, or lack thereof. i want to learn a little bit of everything, but i can't seem to settle down and take anything seriously. i wonder if this is what my life is going to be like. just aimless wandering, nothing serious, no directions ahead. i'm always impressed by people who know what they have and where they're going with whatever it is they have. everyone seems to have their interests, their talents, and their direction of pursuit. i don't know what's wrong with me.

do you?

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8:27 PM